哈罗 ， 我回来了。

想念我吗 ? XD

sigh.
心里就是有一种，无法说出来的犹豫。
所以打算在这里把一切发泄出来。

二月了啊!
时间过得可真快!
我也快要长大了。

再过8个月，
就毕业了。

心里真的很不想长大。 (废话 ! 谁想长大变老啊!)
就，

认识五年了耶!
与小学不同的是，
因为都是13-16岁了，
思想成熟了，
所以彼此的感情比较深厚。

我从小，
就很孤单。
什么都是自己做，
自己哭，
自己笑。

每天被关在家里，
幸好头脑还很正常。
不过我知道自己比很多人幸福。
至少，
我不必挨饿。

然后。

毕业后，
便各自有各自的生活。
或许以后不会再见面。
各自为心里的梦想奔跑。


最近看到大家都在努力读书，
是好事。

不过呢，
就有一种"哇!大家都长大了的感觉，"

时间，
真的很快很快就溜走了。



比BOLT 还快!

我有告诉过你吗?
最近迷上了曾沛慈。
干嘛不出自己的专辑啊!!
沛慈傻傻的样子好可爱 :)




别误会!
我只是从小很喜欢观察东西。

目不转睛的，
看着自己觉得可爱的东西。
(所以我每天都看着镜子3小时! hahahahahaha : D )

我也察觉到自己心里的小小变化。
那并不是一件好事。
就得自己很讨人厌，
烦死人。


我想，
这可能是我第N次说这句话，
可是真的，
这次我学会放开了。
每一天都会逼自己笑，
逼自己带给大家换了，
当了大家的笑柄。

因为在那时候，
我才感觉到自己的存在。

分离最痛苦的是，
不擅长表达自己的我该怎么交朋友!
而且，
也要与一班好友道别。

真的，
不想这样。

Actually,
i have no idea what i'm writting .
LOL.

回家的路

打電話留言 變成風的留言
也許只是想你聽見 這裡的秋冷一點
不拆開的信件 是我勇敢的憑藉
也許再走五百里日夜 就能走到從前

陌生的城市炊煙最美
故鄉的水是滾熱的淚
在天黑時刻就能望見
我離家有多遠

向前走 別回頭 你在身後
臨別揮手 像召喚的揮手
用力走 多年後 我想回到
你眼裡的溫柔

不拆開的信件 是我勇敢的憑藉
也許再走五百里日夜 就能走到從前

陌生的城市炊煙最美
　
故鄉的水是滾熱的淚
在天黑時刻就能望見
我離家有多遠

向前走 別回頭 你在身後
臨別揮手 像召喚的揮手
用力走 多年後 我想回到
你眼裡的溫柔

一個人我衣袖有點長
遮掩我的手想念你的淒涼
想起我不揮手的倔強
悔恨比月台還長

向前走 別回頭 你在身後
臨別揮手 像召喚的揮手
用力走 多年後 我才看到
昨天曾有你 明天還有你
給我不變的守候

守护着我的你，到底去了那里?

一份寄不出的礼物。


It's friday morning and i 'm sitting here , typing my words and telling out what i thought this morning.

I'm having hard feelings.

I seriously know what are they thinking.
They just don't want me to get hurt , or become rebellious .
But ,
they just ruin my life.
I mean,
that's not what i wanted.

Teenagers are suppose to hang out with their friends , go shopping , and many more.
I don't even know what the hell is a tube dress or wedges .
I thought wedges are those fried potatoes KFC selling.
And my head is full of question marks when peyjing started to say about it.
"Should i wear wedges for XXX"
You're....You're wearing the potato ?

Thanks to Jialing ,
i finally know tube dress = dress that makes your boobs really tight.
Hardly breathe while wearing it.
I still anti-ing it.
What if people suddenly pull it , then everything pop out !
Hmmmm...

It's not like if i mix with my friends i won't care about my family too.
Maybe we got even more topics to talk about.

This morning , i lied down on my bed , switched on my NDSI and listen to some emo songs.
I starred at my ceiling for one hour.
And i started to daydream.
Pisces likes daydreaming , Heh!

I started to think about my life.
16years.

Am i going to spend my life alone?
Lets see.
I'm not always a winner in the friendship sector.
First i got cheated . Well lets just treat it as a lesson for me to learn.
Then , people just don't talk to me without any reason.
That i seriously don't understand.
If i made mistakes then just tell me.
Next , i realize i'm in the wrong group.
Mixing people with no common interests .
And that's when i start to mix with people that treats me like a puppet.
I seriously don't mind.
As long as you still think i'm your friend , that's all.
I know i sound as if i'm desperate to have a friend but then ,
Yes. I am.

You know i can only spend my day at home alone everyday.
And the school is the only place that i can mix with other people other than my family.

My parents are quite strict and they are not that open minded.
At the beginning of the year,
i wanted to join some .. club.
Doing some charity works , helping the people that needs my help , but...
the answer they gave me is : "If you want to help people then wait till ' you grow up. Now is not the time where you join club and help people."
The next day they were praising their friend's daughter : " See ! Their daughter can be president , can get A in co-curriculum . What about you ?"

HaHaHa.
And some idiot uncles go tell my parents that Co-curriculum is not that important.
"Just write you name there , no need to go one ! ! They also got give marks one !! "
I join clubs not for the marks laah.
I mean ,
i just wanted to have fun.
Since i will spending my time at home alone ,
why don't i join some club and have fun ?

I don't want to be regret like my brother.
Yeah ,
but in the end i failed.
When they finally let me join the club i wanted to join ,
everything is too late.
You know ,
those ... desires and desperate feelings are no longer inside me.

I don't mind if you all don't let me out with my friends.
Nono.
Correction.
At least let me out when there's something going on.
Like birthdays , farewell , parties.
They only birthday party i went was ... Elynn's .
Yes.
One and only.
And farewell ?
Well ,
that what i regret the most.

I became like a turtle .
Hiding inside my shell , afraid of everything.
I fear to ask them for permissions ,
i fear to talk to them.

Why don't i sit down and discuss these matters with them ?
I did !

My brother did !

Fail.
Maybe it's my mistake.

I should go for a brainwash .

I don't have much friends.
Everyday i try hard to put a smile on my face and ,
be a clown and make everyone laugh at me.
That's like the only way to get attention.
The only way to make friends ,
the only way where people will actually listen to me , talk to me ,
but sometimes ,they

ignore me. Haha.
Cause i'm very annoying.

Yea.
I agree.

:D

But sometimes i find faking a smile very tiring.
You just forgot what's your true self.

Then i have those feelings ,
where i want everyone to be happy.
I don't want any sad face to appear in front of me.
But , fail.

As the time goes by ,
i realize that i'm not that lonely after all.
I still got my teddy bears with me.
And of course ,
some friends.
: )


I know my parents love me but then ,
sometimes there's a gap.
I'm okay , I'm fine.
Just looking for a way to shout everything out.
That's all.


BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
No worries.
I'm still that yenhui with abnormal brain XD

Why the world must be so unfair ?

为什么?
为什么世界就是那么不公平?
我不解。



她就像是我的大姐姐。
每天无微不至地照顾我。
每一天等待我的到来。

两年了。
时间也过得真快。

记得相识的时候，
我们俩害羞地大招呼。
你从乡下来，
在屋里的东西你全都不会用，
我只好耐心的，
一个一个教你。

我还记得，
当哥哥离开时，
你眼里的泪珠犹如手指头大。
那时，
我们刚相识2个月。

你是个又乖巧，又勤劳的女人。
我们，
已把你当成家人了。

两年过了，
你打算会到属于你的地方。
有时候我在想，
不知道你会习惯离开了这里的生活吗?

你作了决定，
要把我照顾到我成年的日子。
我好感动，
真的。

你决定打电话回家，
告诉他们你在这里的生活很好。
但我们始终都打不通。
一滴一滴的眼泪掉下来，
心里比酸梅还要酸。

我便立即上网，
打算帮你查明一切。

但，
我失败了。
很没用吧!
连帮人的能力都没有。

那一夜，
我们给了你一个希望。
大家都告诉你说，
一定可以的。
明天早上一定打得通。
你只说了一句，
"没关系 ! 我忍着 ! 我不想他们 !"

我知道，
你这个头脑单纯，简单的人，
只是在逞强。

我呢?
静静地看着你的背影。

明天到了，
电话打通了，
但是，

接电话的人并不是你的丈夫。
而是，
一个陌生人。

你哭泣，
你呐喊，
"老公!!老公!!一定是你的!!"

可是，
社会就是那么的残酷。
谁有钱，
就能霸占这电话线。
你丈夫的电话，
就这样，

没有了。

我并不知道这一切。
是赶回来之后，
才被告知的。

但，

你却用了微笑来迎接我。
脸上的泪，
都干了。

我不知道明天会发生什么事情，
我只是知道，
我想要保护你，
帮助你。

如果有一天，
我实现了心中的梦想，

我一定，
带着希望给你们。

我一定，
全力帮助你们。

世界就是这样。
我们，
应该庆幸不在贫穷国家出世。
但是，
我们更应该，
帮助他们。

我不管，
我能帮助多少人，

我只希望，

我有尽我所能。

至少，
我有出过一份力，
就算它有如灰尘一样小，

但，

积少成多。

别哭泣了，
我为你擦掉眼泪。

我挥一挥衣袖,不带走一片云彩

今天你离开了。
或许你会忘了我的名字，
或许你会忘了我们曾经相处的日子，
或许你会忘了我的笑话有多好笑，



可是，
请你别忘了，
曾经我们共同度过的日子，
曾经我们一起奔跑的日子，
曾经我们互相鼓励对方的日子。

我祝你，





我也该，
把你藏在心里的最底端，
开始自己的新生活了。


再见。

明年，
我将站在那舞台上，
告别中学生涯。

你们，
还会记得我吗?

奋斗吧男孩!
有一天，
我会告诉你，
那一年，
的那个感觉。

我发现。我惊讶。

你有多久没牵过你的父母的手?
有多久没好好抱抱他们?
有多久没亲他们?

经过这次的旅程，
我发现到，
这或许是我们一家人最后的旅程。

因为，
我的父母已渐渐地变老了。

人家说生，老，病，死 ，
是大家必须经历的东西。
或许有一天当你张开眼睛时，
他们已不在了。
永远永远都消失了。

曾经，
我爬到爸爸的怀抱哭着问他，
:"爸爸， 是不是有一天我们都会消失?那么 ， 我们还会再见面吗?我的朋友们呢?也是会这样吗?"

爸爸只说了一句，

:"有一天 ，大家都会回到属于他们的地方。有一天，我们会离开你们。"

而我，
只是一直哭着说；"我不要!不要!"

可是当我长大以后，
才发现，无论你怎么阻止 ， 也阻止不了，
因为这就是人生。

爸爸头上的白发越来越多，
我才发现到，
原来他们老了，
已追不上我们的脚步了。

我才发现到，
在这16年里，
我何时，真正的关心他呢?

可笑吧!
拍这张照片时，爸爸叫我把手放在妈妈的肩膀上。

但
我没有。
可能是一直以来对她的恐惧吧!
才会造成今天的伤害。

我当时知见到一个伤心的妈妈，
女儿不敢抱她。

只留下一句，
:"她是等到我死才会抱我的!"

真的吗?
我是这样想的吗?

有时候，
真的很讨厌自己懦弱的性格。

友情上也是一样。
都是那一位，
让人失望的人。

我人在这里，
但父母却已为我操心将来我到外面上课的事情。
他们害怕我会孤独 ， 不会照顾自己。

我在家里，可是没有出声的。
大家都认为我酷酷地，不爱讲话。

但是，
其实我有好多话想说。

我对你们那种开放的性格，
是因为，
我想把你们当作我的朋友。

我还记得去年考完PMR后，
大家都有节目，
只有我傻傻地去学校，
回家流着眼泪打电话告诉妈妈我很快乐，很多人陪我完。

那一天，
我在食堂发呆了3小时。

我不敢牵爸爸的手。
也不知道，
我以后还会有机会牵他们吗?

我很贪心。
我不想长大，也不想任何一个人离开我，
因为我讨厌一个人，
一个人的背影，
是很孤单的。

一年了。
你有发现到时间过得很快吗?

可能有一天，


我也追不上了。


现在只想实现自己的梦想，



让身边的人活得快乐，


无论，需要付出多大的代价。

:D

如果有一天我消失了，



你还会记得我叫辜彦惠吗?
还会记得那个笨笨傻傻像老太太的小妹妹是我吗?

You always wanted to be ...

Somebody that can save people ,
Retrieve their smile back on their face.

But ....

Your parents want you to follow their footsteps .
Follow what they did in the past.
Making their dreams come true.

What will you do ?

What will i do ?

I'm sorry.
English banyak teruk.
Duibuqi.

人生就是我们的舞台。
观众就是我们的朋友。

有些人，
带着天使面具，
把丑陋的脸孔，
给藏了。

有些人，
带着邪恶面具，
因为害怕，
被人欺压。

大家的内心，
都被藏起来了。
剩下的，
只有谎言 ， 以及面具。

人生就有如一套电视剧。
配角永远都站在一边，
都是观众们的过云客。
只有伯乐，
才能让他们发亮。
与其等待伯乐，
为何不当自己的伯乐呢?

主角永远都得做个好榜样。
天使的面具被戴上，
在电视剧里演上谎言。

下幕，
大家都离开了。
喜欢的观众会留下，
相反的，
便会迫不及待的离开。

面具脱下，
闭上眼睛，
明天又是新的一天，
又有新的观众。




反反复复的，
这就是人生。

但错过的机会，

便难以在回头了。

Yenhui wants to say...

Made a meal and threw it up on Sunday I've -
Gotta lot of things to learn
Said I would and I'll be leaving one day -
Before my heart starts to burn

(Bridge)
So what's the matter with you?
Sing me something new... don't you know
The cold and wind and rain don't know
They only seem to come and go away

Times are hard when things have got no meaning
I've found a key upon the floor
Maybe you and I will not believe in the things we find
Behind the door

(Chorus)
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be
Stand by me - nobody knows the way it's gonna be

If you're leaving will you take me with you
I'm tired of talking on my phone
There is one thing I can never give you
My heart can never be your home

awwww....I'm having a HARD time :(



Erhmmm!
Forest guy , Dear Vincyuee. Missing you ??
Omg.

Laivincyuee,where were you when i need you ?



















-haijoh!My house no more banana lahh.
Go buy two dozen box mari !

When i say BLA BLA BLA.

Hmmm.
I think i can write better with chinese , right?

SO,
this will be a chinese post.
Hell Yeah !

前天晚上，
我把成绩单放在爸爸的桌上。
爸爸看了，无语。

接着，
他开口了。
"你是第一次fail 对吧?"
我咬紧口齿，说是。
"你不觉得，你把自己的人生，给污染了吗?"
我没回答。
我不会回答。
因为，我非常赞同。
"你知道吗?这是你第一个失败。你以后遇到的，比这个难受很多。我觉得，16岁，该长大了。"

他说的话很短，
可里面含有的意义重大。

他是我的父亲，
一个包容自己女儿过错的父亲。

*My father speaks TEOCHEW to me lahh.
So some words i just couldn't write it out.

你知道吗?
我写部落格，上网的原因。

因为我害怕。
一个人，在家里的感觉。面对着墙壁，
我只好，跟部落格谈天。




我开始觉得，
有人变了。
这段情，
留得住吗?


我们都该长大了。
过去，只会让人更痛苦。
打开心胸，带上微笑，
迎接，挫折吧!
因为受到挫折，
我们才会长大。



:)

I'm wth wth and what should i do-ing.

GET A LIFE , GIRL.


Just don't ,
don't be like that.
Don't mess up people's important date kay ?


I find myself don't hate that girl anymore.
Turns out it's a reverse.

Wow !
I don't understand.
What did i do ?
I apologize okay ?
Just,
stop all this.

I seriously hates this.
I dislikes.
I don't want.
Shooooooooooooooooooooo !


Well ,
i couldn't care that much.
Maybe it's a misunderstanding.
Maybe it's my fault.

oh.
I couldn't resist those fake smile and i end up being a watering can.
Watering my pillows and blankets.

Nothing happened to me.
I'm just , expressing myself.That's all.
Blarrrrrrrr.

I'M SMILING LAHH !
WOHOO ! NO MORE EMO EMO-ISH YENHUI !

WHEEEEEEEEEEEE ~


*yenhui needs to get a rest. 2.30backfromschool . 3.00tuition 8.00 tuition
Damn it.
I gonna die of tuition-ing.

Poor baby

I wanna go to the hospital NOW !

That stupid maid go and abuse my baby kayzhun and kayjing.

Now they stayed in the hospital for checkup.
Then the doctor suspect that all the wounds on the baby ,
are made by the maid.

Ahhhh.
Just stay away from both of them lahh !
They're too cute to be bullied :(

CHENGMENG.

Went to visit ancestors.
Very very tired.

Will blog more about today tomorrow.
:)


Dad and mom still outside makan steamboat with neighbour,
and it's raining.

Cool right?
Can't have a picture of it.
My camera at Beijing.

:(

That will do.
I gonna sleep.
I gonna turn sick tomorrow.

-yes jialing yes.
You're NOT YAM anymore.

and i'm still cute.

Awww mannn.

16 of them were absent.
Ohya.MILKYS ! your Addmath revision paper is with me.
I took 5 , and meiting took 11 .
Toobad lar.
She's the kaytee what.

Sitting behind Daniel is torturing.
His .. daogei -ness and idunnohowtodescribe ,
makes me gets ..

"DANIEL SEE ENGYEWWWWWWWWWW !!!!"

...
Ohya.
He say meiting shouldn't be spreading the smile ,
she should spread the milk ,
then he say ,
"ehh ! i don't want to spread the smile too ! i want to spread the shit ."

=.=
Ohya.
Shikang is a naughty fella.
Keep on kaolui during class.


I wrote something on the addmath papers .
MUHAHAHAHA.


*dengggg ! -celineT.
*yenhui you very lame lorr okay - aqua
*starring at me with her eyes.
*lolyenhui - huiyi.

Daniel see = Big Cow West .

--------------------------------------------
This is so so true.

1. 貓和狗,你比較喜歡哪一個?
a. 貓[轉5]
b. 狗[轉6]

2. 你會自己一個人去coffee shop喝咖啡嗎?
a. 會[轉3]
b. 不會[轉15]

3. 你喜歡哪一型的異性?
a. 始終是同一型[轉4]
b. 各種各樣,沒有一定[轉7]

4. 你和一群朋友出去吃飯,其中包括你的戀人,你會坐在什麼位置?
a. 一定要做在他/她的身旁.[轉B]
b. 有時會坐在他/她的身旁,但分開坐也無所謂.[轉A]

5. 你如何支配金錢?
a. 有計劃的消費。[轉6]
b. 經常胡亂揮霍，[轉9]

6. 約會的時候，你通常會早到還是遲到？
a. 提早抵達豨豪豩貌，廖廔廙廑等候對方。[轉2]
b. 通常都遲到。{轉10]

7. 你認為你喜歡的小貓,它的表情什麼樣?
a. "哈哈"地笑.[轉11]
b. 困倦地打哈欠.[轉12]

8. 你與朋友通電話的時間通常會有多久?
a. 只談正經事,通話時間通常都很短.[轉A]
b. 除了正經事,閑談的時間更長..[轉C]

9. 如果要為小貓起名,你會選擇哪一個?
a. vivian [轉13]
b. 喵喵 [轉10]

10. 你會怎麼處理旅行時所拍的相片?
a. 細心的處理,然後放入相冊.[轉7]
b. 你只滿足拍照時的歡樂氣氛,因此有很多底片拍了卻未沖洗出來.[轉11]

11. 星期天原有的約會因對方臨時有事取消了,突如其來的空閑時間,你會如何打發?
a. 一個人在家看電視消磨時間.[轉8]
b. 打電話給其他朋友,約他們出來玩.[轉12]

12. 一個相識的異性向你表白,希望與你交往,你會怎麼想?
a. 對方是不錯得人,和他/她交往也無妨,或展一段美麗愛情.[轉B]
b. 如果不是一開始就陷入愛的感覺,便不會開始相戀.[轉D]

13. 有時朋友雖然是以開玩笑的口吻,但也曾說過你任性.
a. 有[轉14]
b. 沒有[轉10]


14. 平時你的書包或手提袋、隨身包包裏通常會放多少東西?
a. 袋子裏總是放了東西.[轉15]
b. 很少的隨身攜帶的東西.[轉16]

15. 你去朋友家玩,朋友的小狗一見你就叫個不停,你認為它對你的感受是如何?
a. 見到你來玩,十分開心,是高興的叫聲.[轉11]
b. 這只狗一定是討厭自己.[轉12]

16. 假如開學第一天,你出席開學典禮,面對一班新同學,你的表現會如何?
a. 主動進行自我介紹,與新同學交談.[轉C]
b. 新同學不與自己交談,自己便不會主動交談.[轉D]





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A. 機警獵犬型

你的性格與西伯利亞狗這一類喜歡散步的狗相似,個性冷靜淡漠.有主見,有很強的自信心,喜歡一個人靜靜的散步思考.作任何事,你都會以自己的意思為依據; 最討厭受到別人的約束,也很直率,喜歡就是喜歡,憎惡就是憎惡,信守承諾,對愛情也是如此;是一旦與人相愛便希望長相守的類型.



B. 觀賞犬型
你總是面帶笑容,友善待人,所以也特別討人喜歡,有幾分相似長卷毛狗或松鼠狗,屬于可愛的類型.你天真無邪的態度,直率的性格,另異性特別容易對你傾心..對戀人,你會全心全意的付出,這樣使你與對方都有一份安心的感覺,但過分的執著可能對戀人造成一種無形的負擔.


C. 短毛小貓型
你近似常見的黃色短毛小貓,性格隨和,安于現狀.你並不十分精明,給人一種天真且不諳世事的印象.這個特點令你偶然的任性也能得到他人的諒解,對你頗為有利.但你的感情不穩定,常會見異思遷或舉棋不定,這導致你的感情生活不能十分如意.


D. 波斯貓型
你像潔白高貴的波斯貓,擁有自信,自尊,給人一種高高在上的感覺.你的外型也頗為出眾..引人注目.你追求的東西,具有獨特的審美觀.對愛情你也追求十全十美,對戀人你更有自己的特殊標准,對自己的目標會窮追不捨



.Exam LaRRR.

Don't ask for more.I fear to lose it.

I ' m just hoping that , why don't you come and talk to me ?

Oww Mann .
Time is running fast.
Gonna exam soon.

Everyone had change.
Like those who didn't even care about their results started to put their mind on it.
So ,
I guess i just need to keep it out.
Well ,
what's troubling me ?
There are too much of distractions when i try to study.
I think i will reduce my blogging time.
Like what jialing is doing.
: )

If not ,
i gonna end up like that.


puff.
Was not feeling well today morning.
Many many things just bang into my mind .
Makes me headache ,
and really exhausted.
I seriously need a rest.
When i got down from the bus,
i try to find him like i made my promise.
But...
zzzz...
I was trying to calm down and then only i go and find him.
He walked away.
....
fine.
Nevermind.
There's still chance larr.

Went to the book fair at dewan kuliah.
They're selling really cute books.

ewwww...
They even selling books that teached about sex.
Ehh,
That's normal larr.
But then ..
they even had pictures in it.

Need to go tuition tonight.
gettin bored with it.


Bloggy oh Bloggy ,
I'll miss you .

sob !

imissyoubrotha.


END.

L for lame .

According to Professor Hooyenhui 's research ,
being lame is healthy .


konon-nya.

Elynn uploaded those pictures.
But i think still got lots of it right ?

I heard something that i did not want to , today .
It's kinda , frustrating larr .
I really don't want to care about it anymore.
Like what my "BELOVED" Nai ma said , "Don't care about dia anymore larr ! You have been suffering for almost 3 years already larr ! "

OKay larr.

view-ed my classmates' report card.
OMG. Peyjing form 1 that time so NOT cute.
She button-ed up until the neck there ahahahahaha.
With one "guai guai " look.
And and and Daniel changed a lot .
From a fat fat guy to a ... errr ... Normal guy ?

4S5 ! REMEMBER TO BRING YOUR PASSPORT SIZE PHOTO TOMORROW LARR ! LATER WNF COLLECT MONEY FROM US AGAIN.

YES.She collected RM5 from those who did not bring their photo today.
=.= Including the "CUTE CUTE "me .

Happy Deeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepavali .

Fellow bloggers ,
don't miss me larr.
I 'm back larrr.

1more day
school reopens .

2more days ,

Goodbye to FORM 5.

Tears everywhere .






Kinda boring.
And so i keep on writting my stuff ..
The rubbish thingy .
But i save most of them in the draft ,
for some corrections larr.


:)


Everyday i must SS .
Alone what.
All my pals went out together . .. . . .
KInda hates this feeling adi larr..

MUM AH MUM


gRRRRRRRR.....


ahah.
I still remember about
命中注定我打你.


Yeah !!!!by me,


Of course .


I wanna play dim sum again on thurs .

DIMSUM CREW you all better come.

100% attendance , FAIL !

The bird wanna prove sth ,

alone , but not lonely.

not lonely bcoz got many ppl come and see dia in the wildlife park .




Kiawei FINALLY absent adi.

Muhahahaha.
He can't take his 100% attendance sijil adi.

Muhahahahaha.

Played Kialing.

SORRY LARR...

Kiating's fault larrr.
Not me .

Please forgive me ..

PLEASE~
*innocent look


Quite a few absent today.
Lynn ,
as usual larr.

Yan xin bully me again .
:(

KENAPA !!!

oH YA .
Yenhui knows how to 算命。
test-ed on some of my fren.
chun lar.

eh eh eh ..
kialing dun say it out ah..
About the fingers.
later ppl wont come to me...
to see their "future "


Sorrrrrrrrrrrrry lar jialing.


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爱父母的人，
不会是个坏蛋。

是个，
会改过的小孩。

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茅盾。

可能因为，
害怕再一次被你丢了，
当我好不容易站起来时。

你是个好人，
真的。

请别怪他。

W for Worry .

Image by FatMandy via FlickrAre yours healthy ?
Take care with it.













I'm worrying you then anyone do.

But.

Ya' know.
I won't see you.
Not going too.

Coz...

for some reasons that i cant get through myself.

Why?
I dunno.


The one you need is beside you.
The one you need is around you.

You have everything.

Ppl in school are sooo worry about you.

They were like planning to visit you together or what .

please girl ,
take care of yourself.
Please.




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或许有一天，
你会回头，
不过，
我深信，
你也会再次的走开。

i doesnt' belongs to your world.

nope,
i'm not

It takes time to realize.

混乱的天空，
以及我。








对不起。
经过了很多事以后，
我，
明白你的感受。

可不可以，
别在锁着，
你的心。

可不可以，
原谅我。

因为第一次的接触，
难免会做出错的选择。

终于明白，
爱一个人，
就别改变他。

因为改了，
他就不是你爱的那个。

相爱，
就须要互相迁就。

别为了，
他人的想法，
而改变自己。


做个理智的决定吧!

一切的，
始于我。
我的固执，
我的好胜。

但，
也难免想把喜欢的，
改造得更棒的心理。

错。

对不起。
请你放开自己，
别在人家的影子下生活了。

我不会再有那种心理了，
不会再改变人了，
因为 original 最好。

-off-

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我说的，
不是你，
也不是他。